RHOBH's Bozoma Saint John Opens Up About Past Pregnancy Loss as She Admits Her Experiences Have 'Not Been Easy'

Mar. 15, 2025

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RHOBH Bozoma Saint John Talks Past Pregnancy Loss

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Bozoma “Boz” Saint Johnis opening up about her past pregnancy loss.

On the latest episode of theReal Housewives of Beverly Hills, Saint John, 48, shared details about her fertility journey. Saint John currently has one daughter, Lael, 15, who she shares with herlate husband Peter Saint John.

“The experiences of pregnancy have not been easy for me,” she said. “I got pregnant unexpectedly with my first daughter, named Eve. Five months into my pregnancy, I discovered that I had early stages of preeclampsia, a disease that creates high blood pressure and starts to attack your pregnancy.”

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RHOBH Bozoma Saint John Talks Past Pregnancy Loss

Now, in her current relationship with boyfriend Keely Watson, the reality television star is thinking about the possibility of having another child.

Saint John described the prospect of having another child as “scary.” Saint John described her pregnancy with Lael as “horrific,” adding that she felt “terror” during every doctor’s appointment after losing her first child.

“I would have to squeeze Peter’s hand because, what if?” Saint John said of her late husband. “I am 15 years older than the last [time] I had this issue. I need some assurances, and I don’t know how to get that.”

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Bozoma Saint John arrives at Forbes Power Women’s Summit 2024 on September 11, 2024 in New York City.

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Despite everything that happened, Saint John is proud to be a mother to her 15-year-old daughter. The two recently revived a special holiday tradition more than a decade after her late husband passed away in 2013. TheRHOBHstar shareda post on Instagramof her and her daughter ice skating.

The proud mom explained in herpost, “Lael loves to ice skate,” as she shared footage of the two skating across the rink. She also included a photo of Peter ice skating with Lael when she was younger, adding, “It was an activity that she and her dad loved and when he died she wanted me to take her.”

“It was hard for me,” she continued. “But it brought her so much joy. Shortly after, we moved to LA so we didn’t get a chance to spend Christmas in NY anymore… Until now.”

source: people.com