Taylor Swift's Longtime Bass Player Writes Emotional Note About Grueling Eras Tour: 'I've Emerged Changed'

Mar. 15, 2025

Amos Heller and Taylor Swift onstage in Munich, Germany in July 2024.Photo:Thomas Niedermueller/TAS24/Getty

Thomas Niedermueller/TAS24/Getty

Amos Heller, who has played with Swift for more than 15 years, shared toInstagrama lengthy ode to histime on the roadwith the pop superstar, which ended in Vancouver on Sunday, Dec. 8 after five continents, dozens of cities and 149 shows.

Heller, 47, offered rare insight into what life was like behind the scenes of the highest-grossing concert tour of all time in his message. He also shared a number of photos of him playing onstage, including one of Swift, 34, leaning back on his shoulder during theFearlesssection of the show.

Amos Heller (center) with Taylor Swift (R) onstage in London on Aug. 15, 2024.Gareth Cattermole/TAS24/Getty

Gareth Cattermole/TAS24/Getty

“No more slipping into new languages, cultures, cuisines, accented pleasantries,” he wrote. “No more snow in Tokyo, watch factories in Switzerland, museums in Sweden, bass shops in Australia, steaks in Rio, tattoos in Ireland, runs in Germany, flowers in Amsterdam.”

He wrote that walking into the “ringing stadium” each night made him feel “like a gladiator,” and that he enjoyed “screaming lyrics with a perfect stranger who’s now your best friend.”

“This is the best I can do now. It’s a completed work. We watched it go from What If to How Will It Be to Here We Are to Almost Done to Done,” he wrote. “The record books are closed with fresh ink on a lot of pages. I’ve emerged changed. As a player, performer, person, partner. Backstage after the final curtain I let myself sink to my knees for a bit, before laying on the floor gently reminiscing with [dancer Tori Evans]. Spent. We lived a lifetime. If you think it felt like graduation, it did.”

Taylor Swift at the opening night of the Eras Tour in March 2023.John Shearer/Getty

John Shearer/Getty

Heller wrote that he feels “so much love and gratitude” to be a part of the Swiftie community, and shared a special message for the star of the show herself.

“You command so much respect and admiration from everyone who’s fortunate enough to add their effort to yours,” he wrote to Swift. “Your blend of focus, heart, stamina and joy calls forth the best of everyone around you. Thank you for trusting me with my part of your vision. It was the ride of a lifetime. I love you.”

He concluded his message with the words “Long live,” a nod to Swift’s fan-favorite song of the same name, which is featured on her 2010 albumSpeak Now.

Among the many commenters on Heller’s post wasKam Saunders, an Eras Tour dancer whose brother Khalen famously played on the Kansas City Chiefs with Swift’s boyfriendTravis Kelce.

“You absolute GEM of a human! I will miss you making that guitar sing as I exit from YNTCD!” Saunders wrote. “I had the time of my life with you on this! Your humor. Your cleverness. Your kindness to my mom!!!! Thank you for ALL of it.”

Taylor Swift performing in Madrid in May 2024.Xavi Torrent/TAS24/Getty Images for TAS Rights Management

Xavi Torrent/TAS24/Getty Images for TAS Rights Management

PEOPLE exclusively reported that Swiftgave out $197 million in bonusesto everyone working on her tour during her nearly two years on the road, including truck drivers, caterers, instrument techs, merch team, lighting, sound, production staff and assistants, carpenters, dancers, band, security, choreographers, pyrotechnics, riggers, hair, make-up, wardrobe, physical therapists and video team.

The Eras Tour sold more than $2 billion in tickets, which according toThe New York Timesis “double the gross ticket sales of any other concert tour in history.” The tour also inspiredTaylor Swift | The Eras Tour Book, which sold a reported 814,000 copies in its first two days, making it the most successful publishing launch of the year.

Next up, Swift — who a source recently told PEOPLE is “exhausted, but obviously so, so grateful” for the successful tour — will vie for six Grammy Awards, including album of the year.

source: people.com