What Was Going Through Heidi Montag's Head When Leaving During L.A. Fires: 'Logical Thinking Isn't There' (Exclusive)

Mar. 15, 2025

Heidi Montag in December 2024.Photo:Araya Doheny/Getty

Araya Doheny/Getty

Heidi Montag Prattwas in “fight or flight” mode when leaving her home during the recentLos Angeles wildfires.

In an exclusive interview with PEOPLE, the pop star, 38, opens up about the “shocking” experience of evacuating — and tragically losing the home she shared withSpencer Prattand their sons Gunner, 7, and Ryker, 2 — in the fires.

“I mean, it’s shocking,” says Montag. “Everything is shocking. Your brain just doesn’t start working the same. It’s like fight or flight and just the logical thinking isn’t there.”

The “I’ll Do It” hitmaker recalled frantically trying to decide what to “grab” from her closet before she fled.

“I grabbed a pair of jeans and I’m like, “Okay, now I gotta go,'” Montag recalls. “So you’re just running around and wasting time just staring at something. I’m like, ‘Oh my gosh, what am I doing?’ And you’re like, ‘Am I coming back? Am I not?'”

The Hillsalum “really thought she was coming back.

“So I grabbed a pair of shoes, and at the end, Spencer was like, ‘Grab anything you want to keep,'” Montag recalls.

But at the time she was “too overwhelmed.”

“So I grabbed the kids’ things, their bears, some of their clothes and that’s pretty much it,” Montag concludes.

Montag says she now has “no photos” and “no memorabilia.”

“Everything’s gone,” she says.

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Spencer Pratt and Heidi Montag in October 2024.Gilbert Flores/Variety via Getty

Gilbert Flores/Variety via Getty

“Spencer was like ‘Grab anything you want to keep,’” Montag shared through tears. “And I was like, ‘How do you choose?’ You know? My brain stopped working because I was so overwhelmed with so many things you can’t replace. So I grabbed my kids’ teddy bears.”

Pratt, 41, also got emotional while detailing the experience ofwatching his children’s bedrooms burnon the cameras.

“The worst was like our kid’s room that was so magical,” he recalled, getting visibly choked up. “We do story time each night, it’s like our routine, so much love is in there. Our son’s bed started just burning in theshape of a heart. The fire started in the shape of a heart. I was like, ‘This is like, out of body insane.’ ”

source: people.com